By Allison Perry

For culinary author , food is life.

The 58-year-old Madisonville resident had originally studied criminology in college, with future plans to join the Secret Service. But after moving to Florida in 1989, she transitioned into the restaurant business 鈥 first living 鈥渢he Jimmy Buffet lifestyle鈥 while running her own diner in the Florida Keys, then working for Sysco in Orlando, then eventually selling commodity fish to seafood restaurants around the region.

After marrying her husband, Larry, she decided to make another transition: freelance food writer, cookbook author and photographer. While freelancing, she began working with major aquariums around the country to give presentations on sustainable seafood, and currently runs a podcast called . In 2011, she and Larry moved to Western Kentucky to be closer to his roots, but Maureen continued to travel across the country for speaking engagements.

As someone who had previously struggled with disordered eating and had once viewed food as a necessity 鈥渇or survival, not luxury,鈥 she was able to flip her perspective into something positive.

鈥淔ood changed my life,鈥 she said. 鈥淓ventually, I conjured my relationship with food into a career that included a new, healthy lifestyle.鈥

So when she first began noticing a peculiar feeling of fullness in mid-February, she assumed it was just the typical 鈥渕iddle-aged spread鈥 that often comes as we age. She began keeping a food journal and was shocked to realize that she was eating no more than 1,000 calories a day, well below the daily recommended amount for an active woman in her 50s.

鈥淸It was] not because I didn鈥檛 want to eat,鈥 she said. 鈥淏ut because I 肠辞耻濒诲苍鈥檛.鈥

After experiencing some stabbing pain under her breastbone, she visited a local gastroenterologist for an upper GI endoscopy, CT scan and colonoscopy. The results showed a 鈥渟oftball-sized mass鈥 in her abdomen, and she got an immediate consult with a local surgeon. He suspected her mass was a gastrointestinal stromal tumor (GIST), and gave Maureen some even more startling news as he showed her the scans.

鈥淚 said, 鈥楳y gastroenterologist told me I have a mass the size of a softball on my stomach,鈥欌 she said. 鈥淎nd he said, 鈥榃ell, it鈥檚 a little larger than that.鈥欌

Maureen鈥檚 abdomen was filled with a large mass roughly the size of a basketball, and it was pushing against her organs, particularly her stomach 鈥 explaining her discomfort while eating. She immediately began pursuing her options, researching the best surgeons for GIST. Though she checked out opportunities at medical centers outside Kentucky, her online searching yielded an option inside the state and closer to home:  at the .

Maureen had her first appointment with Cavnar in early April. By then, the tumor had grown even larger in an alarmingly short amount of time.

鈥淎t that point, I looked like I was nine months pregnant,鈥 she said. 鈥淚t happened pretty quickly, like within a month.鈥

Cavnar suspected the mass was something other than a GIST, and biopsied the tumor. In the meantime, Maureen was still working 鈥 while waiting for the biopsy results, she travelled to the Seattle Aquarium, where she spoke to a crowd of seafood enthusiasts and ocean conservationists about sustainable seafood. She was still in Seattle where Cavnar called her with her official diagnosis: dedifferentiated liposarcoma.

Liposarcomas are a rare form of cancer that develop in the fat cells of soft tissue, commonly growing in the legs and abdomen. These cancers can be extremely aggressive and deadly.

鈥淭hese tumors can become massive overtime, involving any and all nearby organs,鈥 Cavnar said. 鈥淲hile they do not usually metastasize, they eventually cause major problems with the surrounding organs, such as blockage of the intestines, which can be fatal. If possible, surgical removal is the single best treatment 鈥 we knew it had to be taken out.鈥

While there are genetic markers for this disease, there are no known specific causes. For Maureen 鈥 a yoga-loving, vegetable-growing foodie in the best shape of her life 鈥 learning that she had a cancer that began in deep-seated fatty tissue was an ironic and unjust deal.

鈥淚 was living my best life,鈥 she said. 鈥淭his cancer diagnosis didn鈥檛 seem fair. And it wasn鈥檛. But I also know that life is not about fairness.鈥

Three days after returning from Seattle, Maureen began treatment at Markey, beginning with medical oncologist . Because Maureen鈥檚 tumor was so large, the team hoped to shrink it with aggressive chemotherapy. She received a 24-hour infusion inside the hospital for five straight days every three weeks.

鈥淪arcomas are rare cancers, and the goal is to get them all out if possible,鈥 Patel said. 鈥淎nd data shows that doing chemotherapy ahead of time helps, so it would hopefully make the surgery easier for Dr. Cavnar.鈥

Chemotherapy was rough on Maureen 鈥 she was hospitalized multiple times with infections and low blood counts, she experienced hallucinations, and she became severely malnourished because eating caused her tremendous pain. Patel changed her medications to help alleviate her symptoms, and she ultimately completed four rounds of chemotherapy.

In July, new scans showed some disappointing results: her tumor had resisted the chemotherapy and hadn鈥檛 shrunk in size. Based on the scans, Cavnar wasn鈥檛 sure how much of the tumor the team would be able to remove without compromising her health. The tumor had already wrapped itself around many of her vital organs, making surgery even more difficult, if not impossible.

鈥淲e had an honest discussion about how we鈥檒l only be able to tell if it鈥檚 resectable if we tried,鈥 Cavnar said. 鈥淚 had significant concerns about not being able to remove it, and we talked about it. In the end, she decided to proceed.鈥

鈥淎t that point, I was exhausted, but I just forged ahead,鈥 Maureen said. 鈥淒r. Cavnar said, 鈥榊ou only get one shot at this surgery.鈥 I was prepared to do what I had to do, and it saved my life.鈥

On August 28, she underwent surgery to remove the massive liposarcoma. The 10-hour procedure went smoothly, with excellent results: after hours of careful work, Cavnar got clean margins on the tumor, meaning the entire mass could be removed. Along with the tumor, the team had to remove Maureen鈥檚 distal pancreas, spleen, left kidney and left colon.

Surgery resident Dr. Callie Dowdy was tasked with lifting the nearly 20-pound, 39-centimeter tumor out of Maureen鈥檚 abdomen.

鈥淚t鈥檚 always a big moment,鈥 Cavnar said. 鈥淚t鈥檚 one of the more satisfying things you get to do as a surgeon.鈥

Standing on a stool to get enough leverage to pull it out, Cavnar says Dowdy was shocked at the weight of the mass.

鈥淚t was so heavy, she thought it was still attached,鈥 Cavnar said. 鈥淚 remove a lot of big tumors, but this is probably the biggest one I鈥檝e done to date.鈥

Now a little more than three months out from her surgery, Maureen is gradually returning to normal. She still deals with some post-surgical pain, though it鈥檚 improving. She鈥檚 able to eat more, with her caloric intake approaching 1,800 calories a day. And she鈥檚 been taking longer and longer walks to build up her stamina and strength, even returning to some gentle yoga. Maureen鈥檚 drive to maintain a healthy lifestyle 鈥 and perspective 鈥 has been a huge benefit to her throughout the process, says Patel.

鈥淪he鈥檚 one of the most health-conscious individuals in my practice, and the people who are healthier going into treatment are the ones who fare the best,鈥 Patel said. 鈥淎nd despite everything she鈥檚 been through, she鈥檚 been one of the most positive patients I鈥檝e ever taken care of. Every time she had a roadblock, she just powered through it.鈥

Cavnar agrees. 鈥淪he鈥檚 an incredibly resilient person who does not give up,鈥 he said. 鈥淗er attitude is a big part of what got her through this.鈥

Meanwhile, Maureen is eager to get back to work 鈥 she鈥檚 already putting together her second cookbook, and is lining up new speaking engagements for when she鈥檚 more fully recovered. She鈥檚 written an essay about her experience, WTF, I Have Fat Cancer? that she鈥檚 currently shopping for publication. And last week, she and Larry celebrated 11 years of marriage on a holiday that occasionally coincides with their anniversary 鈥 Thanksgiving.

Because this type of cancer has a high recurrence rate, Patel has started her on a chemotherapy maintenance pill to reduce the risk of that happening 鈥 Maureen will stay on the medication for at least six months, maybe longer. She鈥檒l also get regular CT scans and bloodwork, and will follow up with Cavnar every 4-6 months for a decade (鈥淲e鈥檙e going to become good friends,鈥 he says). Because of the high recurrence rate of liposarcomas, he says it鈥檚 likely she may need further operations down the line if new growth occurs.

鈥淏ut,鈥 he said, 鈥渋f 10 years pass and it hasn鈥檛 come back, we鈥檒l call it cured.鈥

Maureen knows the statistics she鈥檚 facing 鈥 Cavnar told her that her liposarcoma is more likely than not to recur 鈥 but as she writes in her essay, she鈥檚 learned to embrace life in the same way that she has embraced her food experiences.

鈥淎ll I can do is make smart choices about what I eat and not associate food with my past traumas nor romanticize it,鈥 she said. 鈥淚 simply celebrate and savor each meal, one bite at a time.鈥

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